Post by Dreamer on Jul 14, 2005 12:48:19 GMT -6
Year of our Lord, Nexus, 95.
This is my first entry into my journal of Observations. I shall experiment with many things during the course of my lifetime, and I will record there findings here. On the slight chance that this shall be discovered long after my death, I am Brandon, Red Mage of Ruoze. I am one of the few at this time who can use magic, and at this time there are only a few who have surpassed me in such, currently. If my experiments fair well, that will change, however.
Year of our Lord, Nexus, 95.
This is my second entry. It has been 8 months since the 1st, and the new Year of the Lord is soon here. During these months I have advanced myself in physical and magical power. Things are changing...the empire is becoming more advanced in power and technology every day. This is surely the work of our Lord, Nexus. But, I fear something is coming...something horrible.
Year of our Lord, Nexus, 100.
Entry 12. 5 years since my first entry. I have learned much. My magic has advanced yet again. Fire is the most powerful, now. Lit is a second, and Ice is third. I can bastardize the elements now, into one powerful magic of all elements. Combining these three elements is a great weapon against any opponent, mostly because of the change in body temperature. The body cannot truly accept the damage it is taking.
During these past 5 years, I have found a partner in my pursuit of knowledge and understanding. She is a beautiful woman, and she, like me, is searching for an advancement in Physical and Magical power both. I feel as though I have grown feelings for this woman, even though I have only known her for a few weeks. Lord Nexus smiles upon me.
Year of our Lord, Nexus, 102.
Entry 28. My travels have gotten much more interesting, lately, it seems. I have written so much more over the course of the seemingly short time since I first mentioned Xia two years ago. Two years...I love this woman. I am unsure if she feels the same...I cannot say at this time. Strange...I am so powerful on the battle field, and yet I can't even express my feelings in the open calm of the deserts, or the marshes, even under the sky so blue. Nay.
During my time with Xia, I have noticed many things...it seems that she actually like the pain given to her by the chaotic monsters. She likes to bleed...feel pain, tear, smile her sweet, broken smile...whenever she can, she tries to spar with me. Often we make things interesting by her using no magic, or me using no weapons, or both of us not using armor. A strange glint in her eyes appear when I hurt her...I do not know what this means, exactly. A strange feeling comes over me, also...I love to see her reveling in her pain, her misery! I like to see the scarlet drip from her arms...so many times, countless times, have I watched her bleeding...dying...only watching, starring, obsessing over her blood loss, before she finally decides to heal herself. Oh Lord, Nexus, have I sinned in letting her do this? Have I sinned in becoming absolutely obsessed with this? Oh Lord, Nexus, please...give me an answer...
(I will try to complete this journal entrees at a later date. I hope you had some joy reading this...at least more than pain.)
This is my first entry into my journal of Observations. I shall experiment with many things during the course of my lifetime, and I will record there findings here. On the slight chance that this shall be discovered long after my death, I am Brandon, Red Mage of Ruoze. I am one of the few at this time who can use magic, and at this time there are only a few who have surpassed me in such, currently. If my experiments fair well, that will change, however.
Year of our Lord, Nexus, 95.
This is my second entry. It has been 8 months since the 1st, and the new Year of the Lord is soon here. During these months I have advanced myself in physical and magical power. Things are changing...the empire is becoming more advanced in power and technology every day. This is surely the work of our Lord, Nexus. But, I fear something is coming...something horrible.
Year of our Lord, Nexus, 100.
Entry 12. 5 years since my first entry. I have learned much. My magic has advanced yet again. Fire is the most powerful, now. Lit is a second, and Ice is third. I can bastardize the elements now, into one powerful magic of all elements. Combining these three elements is a great weapon against any opponent, mostly because of the change in body temperature. The body cannot truly accept the damage it is taking.
During these past 5 years, I have found a partner in my pursuit of knowledge and understanding. She is a beautiful woman, and she, like me, is searching for an advancement in Physical and Magical power both. I feel as though I have grown feelings for this woman, even though I have only known her for a few weeks. Lord Nexus smiles upon me.
Year of our Lord, Nexus, 102.
Entry 28. My travels have gotten much more interesting, lately, it seems. I have written so much more over the course of the seemingly short time since I first mentioned Xia two years ago. Two years...I love this woman. I am unsure if she feels the same...I cannot say at this time. Strange...I am so powerful on the battle field, and yet I can't even express my feelings in the open calm of the deserts, or the marshes, even under the sky so blue. Nay.
During my time with Xia, I have noticed many things...it seems that she actually like the pain given to her by the chaotic monsters. She likes to bleed...feel pain, tear, smile her sweet, broken smile...whenever she can, she tries to spar with me. Often we make things interesting by her using no magic, or me using no weapons, or both of us not using armor. A strange glint in her eyes appear when I hurt her...I do not know what this means, exactly. A strange feeling comes over me, also...I love to see her reveling in her pain, her misery! I like to see the scarlet drip from her arms...so many times, countless times, have I watched her bleeding...dying...only watching, starring, obsessing over her blood loss, before she finally decides to heal herself. Oh Lord, Nexus, have I sinned in letting her do this? Have I sinned in becoming absolutely obsessed with this? Oh Lord, Nexus, please...give me an answer...
(I will try to complete this journal entrees at a later date. I hope you had some joy reading this...at least more than pain.)